December 2010
I've completely broken myself down this time
All I want to do is retry everything again or realize it’s all a horrible dream. Never did I think I could hurt this much. My brain can’t concentrate and my hands won’t stop shaking. I have fingernail markings all over my chest. A knot on my forehead and bruised knuckles. I fought with myself and I lost so dreadfully. I need time, but I don’t want to wait anymore.
My heart is breaking and staying in place at the...
What a fucking concept.
I don’t know why I even came back.
filthy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CpEOErRV-u4&feature=channel
filthy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CpEOErRV-u4&feature=channel
I want to roll over in bed and wake up to you on...
Fuck this
I’m not waiting around like a little bitch anymore.
I truly love
this feeling of being left out and not wanted.